Sunday, October 24, 2004

Beyond The Sea

Was listening to old cassette tapes last night in the basement where my rubber stamping is set up and one of my current favorites came on--'Beyond The Sea' sung by Bobby Darin. I didn't realize I had it on tape or CD and I was delighted. I heard it at the end of 'Finding Nemo' and really listened to the lyrics and remember feeling very warm and lovely thinking about what the lyrics meant to me. Maybe I'll post them, but for now here is a lovely little poem my friend Linda sent me this morning and of course how strange that it would come to me right after remembering that my life will go on someday Beyond The Sea.

maggie and milly and molly and may
went down to the beach (to play one day)
and maggy discovered a shell that sang
so sweetly she couldn't remember her troubles, and
milly befriended a stranded star
whose rays five languid fingers were
and molly was chased by a horrible thing
which raced sideways while blowing bubbles: and
may came home with a smooth round stone
as small as a world and as large as alone
for whatever we lose (like a you or a me)
its always ourselves we find in the sea

ee cummings

Thanks Linda!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Comforting Thought and Blankets

This week I saw the most startling photograph. It was one of Elijah Wood on the set of LOTR in his street clothes but wearing his Frodo wig. It put to mind this peculiar idea: What if Frodo manifested himself right here and now in this world is this how he would look? In jeans and a casual shirt and sneakers? Like I said, it was a peculiar thought.

Poor Elijah. No wait. Blessed Eljiah! Don't worry about him becoming another Mark Hamil and spending the remainder of his days trying to sort of let go of that Luke Skywalker image. Elijah has had a different experience and I alluded to this a few entries back so this will be a bit redundant but so be it. However, that aformentioned(sp?) photo has set off a swirl of thoughts and even a memory that needs to be written down.

Elijah is blessed. First of all he is a talented actor and has completed more projects in his short 23 years of life than many twice his age. So he is a veteran of that world. But he went to another world and I truly believe had a life-changing experience. He went to Middle-earth also known as New Zealand and became one of the most beloved story characters of the 20th century for something like 18 months of his life at a time when people his age are usually beginning college. He received a different kind of education.

And something happened to him there. He grew up. You can read in interview after interview where he talks about this. He made friends he will keep forever. Sounds like college doesn't it? He lived away from his family for the first time and if the rumor is correct he even had to live without a childhood comfort item--his blanket --for a time. We all need 'blankets' so I have no comment about that. But he grew up.

And he 'became' Frodo. No, it's more than that. He let Frodo into his very being. He had to or else that performance we see on the screen would have been flat. Yes, when the cameras stopped rolling he and his cast mates in their wigs and Hobbit clothes went back to being naughty men with their jokes and silliness but everyday he got up and put on that wig and feet and clothes he took on part of a beloved being that permeated his soul. No doubt about it.

So who am I to state such things about someone with whom I have no relationship? Just someone who has a feeling this is so because I know Frodo can change one even when you just get to know him in a book or on a movie screen. There is no other being on this planet that has come to know Frodo like Elijah. And like I said before--Elijah is blessed.

I imagine that he isn't even fully aware of the ramifications of this yet and as he matures and experiences life, that part of him that still carries around the 'essence' of Frodo will resound more and more. Things like that do as we get older --ahem.

Now I have read lots of 'stuff' about women and fangirls who are just NUTS about Elijah. OHhhh he is soooooo hot! It goes something like that. What can make one nuts about Elijah has to do with Frodo and I think that for some they are responding to Frodo and not so much Elijah. But then it gets all mixed up and off they go angsting away or drooling on their fangirl sites about him.

But it is Frodo that I respond to. No matter where Elijah goes or what he becomes he will always 'have' Frodo inside of him. "And that is a comforting thought".

Comforting most of all I say for Elijah. Frodo will be with him all of his life and to his dying day he will have him along for the glorious ride. He has even said it himself-- "Frodo is my shade." Boy can I relate to that remark. Yes Mr. Baggins, the best Hobbit in the Shire, got into Mr. Wood's very being and he is still there and when you mess with someone as incredible and spiritual as a being conjured up with the powerful words of a master story teller well you are in the grasp, so to speak, of something beyond yourself.

And oh yes Frodo is indeed spiritual. If you don't know what I mean read the books and see for yourself. Like Professor Tolkien himself who never openly preaches his Catholic and Christian beliefs in the trilogy, Frodo is a very spiritual being without it being preached right at you. Some say he is a Christ figure. But that is another topic for another entry.

I met Mr. Wood a few years ago in San Diego. I admit I was a nervous wreck waiting in line with all of the other nervous wrecks too so it was good company. When it was my turn he glanced up at me in a polite manner but he was intent on signing my calendar and moving on to the next person in the long line of nervous wrecks behind me. As I left the table he and Billy Boyd were seated at I said, "Thank you and goodbye Hobbits!" And Elijah looked up at me and laughed and made eye contact. With a laugh in his voice and his azure eyes sparkling he answered with an equally cheerful, "You're welcome! No problem!" What I saw in his eyes was a Hobbit. And that was a"comforting thought" for me and enough to make me feel as if I had just travelled all the way to Middle-earth myself. Yep, no doubt about it--Mr. Frodo resides in the soul and being of this young, talented man and God Bless him for it.

OK OK, I admit I have my moments of falling off the edge about dear Elijah but it always comes back to whom I am really falling in love with again and again --Frodo. And that's the most comforting thought of all.

Order me to come to you across the water. . .

"Faith is daring the soul to go beyond what the eye refuses to see." ~J.R.R Tolkien

Today at our weekly school mass the Gospel was the story about Peter and his request to Jesus, "Order me to come to you across the water". And then Peter did. He walked on water until the wind blew a channel of doubt through him and he began to sink. "Help me Lord!" was his cry. And the Lord helped him but He also asked Peter, "Why do you lack faith?" Does this resound in you like it does in me?

Read the quote again at the beginning of this entry. Tolkien knew how to walk on water and not sink. He understood the kind of faith it is that allows you to be open to whatever miracles the Holy Spirit sends your way and not to doubt.

Tolkien knew how to see across the water and not to doubt; not to give up hope and not to despair. He knew that things happen in life that may be hard to understand and that only with the eyes of our heart can we grasp the gifts that our God and the Holy Spirit can give to us. I am sure that in his own way he learned to 'walk on water' and cross over perhaps to the Undying Lands where we all dream of going one day.

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Faith

"Faith is daring the soul to go beyond what the eye refuses to see." ~J.R.R Tolkien